First of all, Terry is amazing. I love her so much. I wish I lived close to her, because I would totally visit her everyday. Then she wouldn't have an excuse to be sad! :3 She's the best. Ever. I don't know how I ever lived without her. We have the best conversations in the history of the Internet, and we try to help each other through our problems even when we don't know what to say.
Second, Shawn is the sweetest man I've ever met. He treats me like a queen. And he's taking me to go get my fish on Wednesday, can't wait!
Third, my life goal is to make Ezra proud of me... Somehow... Someday...
I miss him. :'( I try to lie to myself, tell myself I don't need him. I wish I could just forget him sometimes. I almost succeeded, until earlier. I almost completely washed away every good memory of him, and it all came flooding back. I thought I was strong enough already. I thought I could do it, live without him. I can't do it. I almost could. I'm weak. But it's okay, as long as he knows. Reading in his blog about how he spent that week with Terry, not even mentioning that I visited for three days for the sole purpose of seeing him... It made me think of all the good times we shared last semester. And then, the tears came. I was actually at a point where I didn't miss him... I don't want to forget him entirely, he's my best friend. I just want to go back to not thinking about him all the time.
And lastly, I couldn't ask for more of a friend than Nick. He somehow knows exactly what to say to make me feel better. He and I had an epicly awesome terminal conversation. I enjoyed it very much:
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