No one I care about reads this, unless I link it to them. So, I quit.

1242 Friday 1 April 2011

Why. Why do I do this? Why do I talk to Terry, or Ezra, or Ty? Because I believe they're my friends? I hardly talk to Ezra anymore because he's home/with Terry, and I don't want to distract him. I have nothing to say to him anymore. Same with Terry. What the fuck am I supposed to say to anyone? "Hey. What's up?" and then not get a response? I feel like it's my fault, that they don't respond. Like my conversation isn't worth responding to. I don't want to be here anymore. I want to move far away. Where no one can suffer having to talk to me anymore.

Dear Ezra,
I'm not abandoning you.
Dear Terry,
Have a nice life.
Dear Ty,
Thanks for everything.

Goodbye,
-Elle