I'm going to legit write in this thing today.

1533 Monday 9 May 2011

I'm not fed up with Terry, I just don't want to talk about what I'm fed up with. I'm not going to share everything with everybody. I have trust issues I suppose. Not as bad as others, but they're still there. I mean, yeah, I would love to be able to tell the world. But I can't. Because the information could fall into the wrong hands and destroy everything I hold close to me. No, it's not that bad lol. It's just that Nick understands what I'm going through because he's been there before, that's why I told him. Like I told Shawn about my statuses, If you read what I post please don't assume that it's about you. It's not.

I've been nothing but stressed these past few weeks. With emotions, and school stuff, and financial aid, and Sudo getting sick, and mom on my case about every little thing. I need to release it. I thought posting a blog full of handwritten (not copypasta) "fucks" would help. But it caused nothing but pain. And I'm sorry that it hurt the people I care about. I hope this is a good enough apology. :(

On a good note, Nick is taking me to see Ezra (and Terry) this Friday. It's good because I miss Ezra, and I really want to meet Terry. Maybe Benjes will be there, I dunno. I just don't want to feel like a 3rd/5th wheel. :/ Hopefully I'll get to play Portal 2 co-op with Ezra at least once while I'm there. He said he got a second controller so Terry could play.

I'm going to my high school (West Stokes) tomorrow to get my transcript, and then taking a trip to Surry C.C. To take a "tour" and talk to someone in the office. I have questions. I love WCU, it just had too many distractions. I'll go back eventually.

I'm making a fully-furnished, two-story, three bedroom, two bathroom house with a kitchen, dining room, living room, and foyer (with closet). It's got a covered front porch too. I'm only half done with the first floor. I was going to play last night but I got distracted by FunnyJunk. Lol, oh well.

I have no idea what I'm doing today, but I suppose I'll start with taking a shower.
Later,
-Elle