0857 Tuesday 15 March 2011
Last night was one of the most incredible nights of my life.
"Elle, you're pretty much my best friend.
Pretty much?
Well, you ARE my best friend.
If you were a male, there would be no doubts in my mind.
Thanks, bro.
I don't think you realize what this means.
This means I follow bro code in your honor."
Ezra Gray is the best bro ever. Just throwing that out there. He must've been in a good mood last night because he said a lot of things that left me speechless. Things I never thought I would hear him say to me. All I can say is, I am honored to be best friends with him.
Terry and I uploaded our Grenade videos yesterday. She has a really good singing voice, and she put her own little twist to it. I enjoyed it. My video was annoyingly quiet, for some reason the camera wouldn't record louder. And Ezra even got in on the fun with a Death Metal version. I giggled the entire time, it was so adorable. Death Metal = adorable? Yes.
That was pretty much it from yesterday. I would share an excerpt from Ezra and my conversation, because it was THAT amazing, but I must honor bro code. ^_^ Oh and he wanted to see what the inside of my house looked like for some reason, so I made a few videos on my phone for him. It was odd, but anything for him lol.
As for today? Not much has happened so far. I about got one and a half hours of sleep. Had to make sure my brother got on the bus. Shawn will probably want to hang out when he wakes up. I really want to go back to sleep. Meh. Hopefully I will talk to Terry and Ezra later.
Zzzz...
-Elle
15 March 2011
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0438 Monday 14 March 2011
First of all, Terry is amazing. I love her so much. I wish I lived close to her, because I would totally visit her everyday. Then she wouldn't have an excuse to be sad! :3 She's the best. Ever. I don't know how I ever lived without her. We have the best conversations in the history of the Internet, and we try to help each other through our problems even when we don't know what to say.
Second, Shawn is the sweetest man I've ever met. He treats me like a queen. And he's taking me to go get my fish on Wednesday, can't wait!
Third, my life goal is to make Ezra proud of me... Somehow... Someday...
I miss him. :'( I try to lie to myself, tell myself I don't need him. I wish I could just forget him sometimes. I almost succeeded, until earlier. I almost completely washed away every good memory of him, and it all came flooding back. I thought I was strong enough already. I thought I could do it, live without him. I can't do it. I almost could. I'm weak. But it's okay, as long as he knows. Reading in his blog about how he spent that week with Terry, not even mentioning that I visited for three days for the sole purpose of seeing him... It made me think of all the good times we shared last semester. And then, the tears came. I was actually at a point where I didn't miss him... I don't want to forget him entirely, he's my best friend. I just want to go back to not thinking about him all the time.

And lastly, I couldn't ask for more of a friend than Nick. He somehow knows exactly what to say to make me feel better. He and I had an epicly awesome terminal conversation. I enjoyed it very much:

First of all, Terry is amazing. I love her so much. I wish I lived close to her, because I would totally visit her everyday. Then she wouldn't have an excuse to be sad! :3 She's the best. Ever. I don't know how I ever lived without her. We have the best conversations in the history of the Internet, and we try to help each other through our problems even when we don't know what to say.
Second, Shawn is the sweetest man I've ever met. He treats me like a queen. And he's taking me to go get my fish on Wednesday, can't wait!
Third, my life goal is to make Ezra proud of me... Somehow... Someday...
I miss him. :'( I try to lie to myself, tell myself I don't need him. I wish I could just forget him sometimes. I almost succeeded, until earlier. I almost completely washed away every good memory of him, and it all came flooding back. I thought I was strong enough already. I thought I could do it, live without him. I can't do it. I almost could. I'm weak. But it's okay, as long as he knows. Reading in his blog about how he spent that week with Terry, not even mentioning that I visited for three days for the sole purpose of seeing him... It made me think of all the good times we shared last semester. And then, the tears came. I was actually at a point where I didn't miss him... I don't want to forget him entirely, he's my best friend. I just want to go back to not thinking about him all the time.
If it makes you feel better, I almost succeeded in not missing you.
I failed.
I'm weak.
I thought I was strong enough. Guess not. Well, whatever. I'll come visit sometime or another.
And lastly, I couldn't ask for more of a friend than Nick. He somehow knows exactly what to say to make me feel better. He and I had an epicly awesome terminal conversation. I enjoyed it very much:
Dang it. Broke my streak. Should I start over?
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