2024 Wednesday 31 August 2011
Why does this happen?
Why do I do this?
I don't want to do or say things to make Ezra sad. One sentence can change a whole conversation if taken the wrong way. I don't want to be misunderstood. I don't want the things I say to make him sad. Why do I keep doing this? Even though it's an accident, it can be prevented. But then he doesn't talk. I know something's wrong but he won't tell me. I don't want to MAKE him, but I want to know. I know 90% of the time it's my fault, because of something stupid I've said. He tells me all the time that he'd rather hear my honest answer than something sugarcoated. Well, I feel the same way, Ezra. If something is wrong, please tell me so I can fix it. I didn't mean to make you feel bad, and I feel like shit everytime I do. You think not telling me what's wrong is helping me, preventing me from being sad. Well, it's not. I get sad because I made you sad, and I get even more sad when you don't tell me when you're sad. I just want to make you happy, you make me happy. I'm so sorry I keep doing this... I'm not doing it on purpose. Let me fix it. I'm sorry. I love you so much.
-Elle
Why does this happen?
Why do I do this?
I don't want to do or say things to make Ezra sad. One sentence can change a whole conversation if taken the wrong way. I don't want to be misunderstood. I don't want the things I say to make him sad. Why do I keep doing this? Even though it's an accident, it can be prevented. But then he doesn't talk. I know something's wrong but he won't tell me. I don't want to MAKE him, but I want to know. I know 90% of the time it's my fault, because of something stupid I've said. He tells me all the time that he'd rather hear my honest answer than something sugarcoated. Well, I feel the same way, Ezra. If something is wrong, please tell me so I can fix it. I didn't mean to make you feel bad, and I feel like shit everytime I do. You think not telling me what's wrong is helping me, preventing me from being sad. Well, it's not. I get sad because I made you sad, and I get even more sad when you don't tell me when you're sad. I just want to make you happy, you make me happy. I'm so sorry I keep doing this... I'm not doing it on purpose. Let me fix it. I'm sorry. I love you so much.
-Elle
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