26 July 2011

Heart.

I really like Ezra's version of "<3".

It's "E>".

I like it because it's different... And both of our names start with E.

I know this post is pointless, but... I liked it enough to point it out.

He's amazing.

That is all,
-Elle

20 July 2011

Mebane

2133 Wednesday 20 July 2011

Just got home from spending the last two days at Ezra's house. I had a really good time. Went to Red Lobster and watched Harry Potter 7.2 with his sister Meryl and her boyfriend Andrew yesterday. Today we just hung in his room. I didn't want to leave. Hell, I don't want to leave ever. Hopefully, eventually, I won't have to. Ever. I can just stay with him forever. And everything will be perfect. One day. :/

Tired... Lonely...
Goodnight,
-Elle

14 July 2011

Cthulhu

1831 Thursday 14 July 2011

Got back from Barnes and Noble. Got H.P. Lovecraft: The Complete Fiction. Going to start reading "The Call of Cthulhu" first. And then start from the beginning, reading the rest, cover to cover. I've needed something to read for a while. I have no books here. I was actually debating on that one or the full Grimm works. Glad I chose this one.

Reading...
-Elle

12 July 2011

Yup

1819 Tuesday 12 July 2011

I was told something today, that I've been telling myself for months. I'm "fat." Not extremely, just... not at my prime I suppose. I've been meaning to work out, and eat healthier. Just been lazy. But I have motivation now. Something to work towards.

Other than that, I'm feeling alright right now. Not ecstatic, but not too bad either. In the middle? It fluctuates. I felt overwhelmingly happy earlier. It felt so good. I was giggly and excited. Now, just feeling self-conscious. But it's for the better, I need to get my body back in shape. I've needed to for a while. Marching helped a little, but now I'm not doing anything but sitting on my computer. Not good. But if I'm going to do this, I'm going to do it mostly for me. The way it should be. I'm not the kind of person that changes for others, but this is worth it. It would benefit more than just me.

ANYWAY... Gonna see if Nick is online. His servers up. Maybe we can Skype and play Minecraft. If not. I'm going to do some sit-ups and walk the dog lol. Or maybe see if the tires on my bike are flat or not.

Can't wait to see Ezra in possibly less than a week. Wish I could be at White Lake with him, sounded like fun.

So in love...
Elle<3

11 July 2011

Skype

0827 Monday 11 July 2011

Played a little Minecraft with Nick last night while talking on Skype. Then when we quit playing, we kept the call but pretty much stopped talking and just IM'd (no webcam because mine isn't working right). But oddly I liked the sound of him typing, and his computer fan starting and stopping every now and then. And his chair squeaks a lot.

Seems almost TOO quiet now. Anyway, going to sleep.
-Elle

09 July 2011

Pokemon Baby Names

Girls:
Eevee
Chansey
Starmie
Seadra
Dratini
Celebi
Bellossom aka Belle
Corsola
Kirlia
Roselia
Milotic
Glalie
Starly
Cresselia
Phione
Uxie
Shaymin aka Shay
Victini
Meloetta

Boys:
Shellder
Gyarados aka Gary
Magmar
Gengar
Raikou
Absol
Rayquaza aka Ray
Jirachi
Lucario aka Luke
Finneon aka Finn
Arceus
Zorua

I dunno, I was bored.

01 July 2011

I'm awake.

0531 Friday 1 July 2011

Ezra couldn't sleep so we've been texting. I get to see him in a few weeks. I want to take him to see Harry Potter 7 part 2. My stomach feels weird. Don't know if it's hunger, but I'm going to eat a Poptart anyway. My computer ran a disk error check when I turned it on. I don't like when it pretends like it's going to flip shit, and make me lose everything. I need to back up my documents, or something. My phone's being retarded again. For one, the charger won't register half the time. Two, the external speaker has been busted since one of Cullowhee's first snows (water got in it). When the inbox starts to get full, it restarts. ALL THE GODDAMN TIME. Especially when I hit "reply" to a message. It's a piece of shit. Motorola Rival's should burn in hell. My contract doesn't run out until November, but I know for certain that I'm not just getting another replacement (this makes... maybe the 5th), I want a NEW phone. Preferably a Droid. And Ezra can fiddle with it and make it amazing. Also, I'm going to apply to Western for Spring 2012. I loved it there. And I want to be close to Ezra. :3

Gonna watch King of the Hill, because I don't feel like changing the channel (although, I'm pretty sure nothing better is on). And trying to resist throwing my piece of shit "phone" against the wall (which is why I had to get my 3rd one replaced).
-Elle